Seems so surreal tomorrow our Strawberry will be ONE years old!! I think I have been trying to prepare myself all month and I still get so emotional about it. And, to make it worse.... when I took the picture below, she looked so old to me!!! Zaky was Ailyn's best friend in the NICU. Her Godmother sent it to her right when she found out Ailyn was born. So it was in her bed from beginning to end. It is filled with little beads so it gives it a little weight. I always loved wrapping it around her when I left so she would think she is being held. In the above picture she is under 2 pounds, below she is 13.5 pounds.